2019 Resolutions?

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How 2019 treating you guys? I hope everything’s great. I got my first scold from my boss the first week. Haha. It was my fault and it took me two days to get it right. Life advice; if you are not sure or something seemed off, don’t make an assumption! Especially if it is a life-changing decision. I used the wrong size of containers, they didn’t fit their box and the shipment was at the end of the week. Therefore, I had to scoop everything out, melt them, pour into the right container, put them in the fridge for an hour. For 90 pieces of balms. Only using 2L beaker. The shipment ended up delayed because of me. So I am not exaggerating when I said it was a decision that could change your life.

Moving on. Resolution. I have a couple of resolutions in my mind and I’m planning to see if I could have done any in January before listing them here. Well, that didn’t work. I didn’t do anything. Damn. So I’m contemplating, whether or not I should post them. If by the end of the year I couldn’t achieve even one, I’m gonna be embarrassing myself. All of my resolutions can be achieved if I stop being LAZY! It kinda likes my year-round resolution. It's so bad that I genuinely think if I’m not as lazy as I am, I would be in a better place and do great things. Not saying that it is bad where I am now. Hmm. I think I’m gonna list it out but blur the words and each time I manage to do it, I’ll reveal it and explain what it is all about, why I’m doing it and how I achieve it. Yeah. I think that is a good plan for now.

Ok bye.

Continuation of 2018 Summary

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Let’s continue with the 2018 summary. Btw, happy new year guys.

So after those damn problems, my life somewhat went back to normal. No more life-threatening, brain exploding problems.

I finished my internship in July and present it to the lecturer in the same month. Now, the adult phase began. Job hunting (not so aggressively) started while still working at the same fast food place. After a week or so, my supervisor at my intern place contacted me and asked if I want to do a part-time job there. The job scope is the same as the internship. I accept. I thought my friend also got the offer, unfortunately, no. I felt guilty as she was the one who found the job and told me about it. The guilt was unbearable. Even after I was offered to work there permanently. Well, she did tell me that it’s ok but still. I tend to overthink stuff that related to feelings and guilt toward other people.

Starting this month, I’m a permanent employee (woot woot). Therefore, my adulthood began. Aqilah’s definition of adulthood: not a student anymore. Well, at least as degree student because I want to further my study but not now. Work for a couple of years first. I already have a student loan and to take another one is not something I desire. And I’m not from a rich family that can afford my study. I start making my own money after SPM (like most of the kids). No more allowance, not that I asked for it. So with my own money, I continue my study; matriculation and university). Well, I still have some leverage here and there. My sisters support my daily sh*t; bills (house, electric), grocery, food. My salary is for my own expenses like the motorcycle, phone’s bill, etc. When I was a student (not so long ago), I worked part-time at the workplace where I worked since SPM, McD. But only during the weekend, not frequently, just so that I have enough to pay for the motorcycle. Other expenses were using PTPTN money. Each semester I tried to save about 40% of the loan just so that I saving for an emergency. Let me tell some life advice. No matter what, always have some saving because you never know what will happen.

Well, that’s it I guess. Hmm. I want to write a new year resolution which is not something I do because I never achieve them so why bother. But this year I want one. Why? Because by the end of this year, I want to look at it and see if any of it achieved. And, I was actually inspired by a youtuber; Amber Scholl. She is someone I never thought I would like because of her extraness (a little too much for me sometimes). I'm very entertained by her. Maybe I’ll make a post about youtubers I watch.

See ya.